ok so i seem to have started writing dis post quite a while ago!! found it in drafts with not a single word in it!!
i finally feel like writing again!! u knw y?? cuz derz been a revelation to me!! yup..a revelation!! now ur wondering..now what?? remember i wud always boast dat i write fr miself n fr no one else blah blah blah..i used to lie!! yeah u got it right!! i write my blog so ppl read it!!
no dis waz not d objective when i created dis one!! when i began i thought i wud pour my heart out etc etc!! im ashamed of saying dis but i needed to..!! i wanted to speak my feelings..n mi blog, i thought wud do it without neone finding out!! bt i dont exactly remember how..bt some ppl read my blog (probably i askd them to?) n so i got some 3-4 readers..n their comments wud delight me!! so i forced ppl into reading my blog (how embarrassing it feels now!!)
yeah now i knw..dat waz when my objective changed..n it changed such that even i dint find out..i began to write fr others..i wud write so that ppl like it!! i wud write so as to get more n more comments!! so d original purpose was failed!! i myself failed that purpose!! i began to write less n even less often..u knw y?? cuz i thought i wont be able to produce as good n funny a post as d previous one n ppl wud stop reading it..and they did STOP!!
i dnt knw how it all occurred to me..
i waz doin mi criminal(law) project..n it suddenly strikes me dat i shud visit my blog n here i am..writing all dis!! i bet ive never thought bout dis ever b4!! i knw harshit n vidhi will still read it..n go like.."what d hell is wrng wid u?" but guyz..chill!! nothingz wrong wid me!! i've gotten back to my real objective..n im goin to bulshit..howsoever depressing it maybe!! havnt u guyz ever experienced the pleasure of victimising urself..i dunno why bt it gives u a sorta weird pleasure..to write bout sad stuff..
A: so dear blog..how hav u been??
B: DESERTED!!! ABANDONED!!! as if u care???? :X :x
A: oops i knw n im extremely sry bout it..gimme 1 last chance..i promise to remember u more often!!
B: last chance?? u can get a last chance provided u promise to write a post fr 7 consecutive days..100 words each at d least!! game??
A: ???&@%&*(@*@(&^&%$@%$^&^*@(**()()&%$%@#@#%^&*(()
B: i knew dat pretty well!! :x
dear blog..u wait n watch....
