what a dilemma!

there have been instances like this one before but dis one looks slightly different :/ probably cuz its d first time at dis place? dont know..for those who r wondering what im talking bout..dis is not one of those dark n gloomy posts but just a random (though honest n arguably the most truthful) n happy one!

now d dilemma..whether to respond or not! whether to be mad or not! whether to reciprocate or not! whether to hide or not! whether to signify a yes or a no! der is no end. what does dis phrase mean? does it carry a latent meaning? do they want to say something? should i say dis or dat or anything at all!? shud i just say what i want to? do i even know what i want? i guess.......not :/

finding it difficult to share it wid d closest of friends. now dats not new but im dying to share. i want to talk n go on talking n want advice but i dont want ppl to know dat i want to talk. doo u uderstand?

dont wat it to end but dont want it to progress either! dont know what d consequences r going to be..slightly scared, slightly skeptical but damn curious. cant it just stay d way it is. i think its beautiful :/

dressed to the nines

der hav been instances when i hav been over dressed for the occasions..n today was one..shit it was bad. just kept looking around to spot people as dressed as i was but could find none :(

to add to it all dese ppl go like.."y r u so decked up?" types n i kept wondering y i wore what i did :/

it was as if the whole world was staring at me n i was at d center n being at d center is not a cool thing all d time. u think im exaggerating..u totally do..think bout d last time u thought u were over dressed..dint u want to run away?? thats what i did. just tried to hide myself n RAN!!!

haha here i am..back in my track suit..feels so much better. hav already chosen clothes for tomorrow..clothes nhi rags. im wearing rags to class tomorrow. hope it can make up for todays disaster lol.

free advice (i know im not d best person u want to listen to today but anyway) for anything in the world..listen to urself except EXCEPT clothes..listen to what the other person says..trust me u'l always be better off..