Wednesday, December 23, 2009
on ma way back home...
So very xcited!! Cant put it into words..juss started frm delhi..huhh 4 hours to go..bt itz really okay when the seemingly never ending road does end at ur home..no not home..itz “ghar”..v’ve been goin crazy fr last week or so..”ghar jana hai” echoing in the hostel everyday every moment!! Itz such a sight to see ppl packing..bags all over..n itz such an inexplicable feeling..packing ur ownself..specially fr ppl like me(who’ve neva packd all their lives) dis is such an experience..
Im watching bedtime stories btw..nice movie!! Reached sonepat!! Okay so letz do sumthin interesting..now dat im so jobless..like wat?? Like..talk bout d last 5 months which seem to hav passed with d blink of an eye..time fr some reflection..
Well it waz july 31st..i waz on top of d world..full on energy, curiosity n what not but late as usual..yes I was late d very 1st day..so teachers hav no right to complain now!! Filled up all those damned forms..n dat interview wid RS..i quite liked him then as far as I cn recall now..came back on august 2nd orientation uc..(goes widout saying LATE)..listened to every word in every speech very intently(dint knw then dat i’d get many more opportunities to listen to it)..then RS began..as I said I liked him then..pretty impressed wid his speech..in fact had tears streaming down ma cheeks already(hav d courtesy to acknowledge d fact that im writing all dis)..then followed lunch..n NLUDites..it was me who was d only 1 outa 80 ppl wid red moist eyes already..n then came d time fr parents to leave..huhh..simply cant frget those moments..i waz torn apart as they drove outa d gate..newez letz cut it all short..it was horrible..n then d karele ki sabzi dat v got dat evening made things worse lol!!
Next day..got up all early got ready..last seat in d class..yes d last seat on d very 1st day..disappointed xtremely..d day ended v got our LM n tort modules..everybdy seemed to be enjoying n I seemed like d only 1 in lowest of ma spirits EVER..as was least expected..cant embarrass maself more...it was really really bad..thought to maself.. “things dnt alwez turn out to be d way u want dem to be bt u still have to move on..”
But fortunately fr me..it got betta by d day..i dint realise it then though..began to enjoy some bit of college bt still wud count days to go home..like I have been fr last I dunno hw many days..
..looking back 2nd august seems like yesterday..5 months seems like 5 days..have already spent 1/10th of d total time I gotta spent at NLUD..rings a kinda bell..makes me like NLUD a lil more than i initially did..now that im on ma way back home..i think I’ll miss some bit of NLUD which includes ma frenz of crs..d ‘ceasefire’(now datz a moonie thingy)..d stolen pineapple n d filth of ma room!! N may be a lot more!!
Gotta go fr dinner ppl..yes v thought of dining at oasis(im nostalgic again..hav xtremely fond memories of oasis)..ne wez..im hungry..cyaaa.
…havnt found enuf tym in d last 5 days to hav completed dis post..so m posting it like dis..hav to bring ma blog back to lyf sumhow…plz contribute!! Ihav realised wheneva I mention nandini on ma blog..der r NO comments eever..so im makin it a point not to mention ne devils..plz write back..howmuchever I may suck!!!
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
bloggin in d class!!!
so..wats new wid me?? ummmm...not much..NOTHING??? yup NOTHING!! yup datz d answer!! oder than dat i've learnt to blog in d class, sleep in d class..n better still..sleep on d 1st bench in d class!! ok..cant resist..EXAMS coming up..wat do i do?? they occupy d largest space of ma small mind..n as if itz nething new..I AM FLUNKING!!! bt d betta part is we get to go home rite aftr d xams..for?? for?? for??? a month n a half!! isnt dat really greattttt??? n the even bettr part is..3 IDIOTS..huh..d very thought excites me no end..friends..home..movies..food..d perfect lyf..away frm NLUD!!! guess wat..im goin fr 1t day 1st show of 3 idiots..yea..ma gang had vowed to go watch d 1st day n d 1st show!! hw will these 18 damnd days pass???
im using hitakshiz lappie to blog yeah...when she like a good gal was wrking on her tort presentation..bad?? u bet but but but WOTEVA!! JSM(oops..d lucky non-NLUDites wudnt knw..JSM: Prof Jeet Singh Maan..datz our torts professor) is asking weird questions..n i simply cant see ma own dear classmates standing blank at d podium..so i prompt..d only prblm is i prompt irrespective of whether or not i maself knw d rite answer..no it isnt ma problem..it becomes a prblm fr d person makin d presentation in fronta 80 ppl..ppl..speak out wat i prompt widout thinking..and...........
kk g2g ..2 be contd...
n im editing it n b4 dt i re-read it..n i knw i sucked!!!
Saturday, November 21, 2009
thaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnkkkkkkkksssss!!!
thanx every1..
k in person..
AYUSHI N VIDHI(juss in alphabetical order)
n now d order in whc i received d wishes..
Papa woke me up at 12:01(yes i was fast asleep ON MA BDAY)so i cud attend to d calls..
Sakshi(who invariably is d 1st one to call everytym even though i frget her bday every yr INVARIABLY)..
poor HARSHIT(i was too drowsy to talk..so dad recd his call)..lolll
then..ummm..yeah VIDHI of crs..(no she waz d 1st one to call bt i recd it only d aftr some 5 calls..)..n then d Bday gal dozes off finally..
to get up wid Aakritiz call..shez 1 of ma best frenz..then it was aarjav alias 'chhoti'(datz ma 8yr old cousin btw..n a male n still called 'chhotIII')..den dadiji..chacha, chachi..etc etc..
then..i dnt even remember..mom dad of crs..yea Ayushi called(yeah..dat late..madam was tired n dozed off early last nyt..dat waz d xcuse at least)..hey hey..dnt u knw ayushi?? shez wwhom i call ma 'TWIN COUSIN'..why?? cuz by d tym im done writin dis post..it'l be her bday..
then der waz abhishek..an ex-classmate n friend..whoz wish took me by surprise(n btw..it was his bday yesterday.. n i found out only today..xtremely embarassing)!!
den der wer meghna..harshit(agn)..nandini(acc to whom i hear evry1 but her)..anirudh..hitakshi..sherley(who called frm her new cell cuz she lost her n72..ouch it hurts)..nlud done!!
den devangna..disha..ankit..(sry if im frgettin ne1)..
mamaji n mamiji along wid ayushi n naniji came over..'kaku chacha' n 'gudiya bua' as well..it was sooo much fun!!
dis waz probably d 1st of all 18 bdayzz whc i completely spent wid ma family..papa was home d whole day..it waz awesome..an ideal day maybe!! n dis probably is d most suckin post..bt dis is how i feel..n dis is how u'l hav to bear..
i cant mention a host of onln wishes..bt thank u all tooo..
n d 1z who cudnt wish me due to ne reason..dnt be disheartened..derz alwez a nxt tym..im sure i'l be alive till nxt yr fr u to wish me a HAPPY BDAY!!
n fr now itzzzz....HAPPYY BBBDDDAAAAYYYY AYUSHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AASHIKA!!!
HAPPY B'DAY TO U
HAPPY B'DAY DEAR AASHIKA
HAPPY B'DAY TO U
ok aashika...dis time instead of writing something new, let it b something u've already read...so here goes...
We’ve known each other since we were in ten
Together we’ve enjoyed doing all sorts of deeds
Like our masti sessions in the name of “studies”
The wish to touch the highest of all heights
N yea those really stupid fights
I’ve really enjoyed with you a lot
Constantly nagging each other, irritating n what not
We had joy we had fun
We had seasons in the sun
And I really wish we get more opportunities in the time to come!
o hii ppl....
4 d ones who dont knw....2day is d b'day of my very own best friend and d owner of this blog...now dat i have posting rights on d blog, i thought y nt dedicate my first post to her....so dis post is a sort of a small gift(actly very small to b called a gift) 4 her on her b'day....n also d ones who knw it already will get an opportunity to wish her on d blog...
rest....
i wish we get 2 meet dis time...i really miss u a lot...
newez...
Happy b'day once again...have a blast....enjoy urself....luv u..
God Bless!!
Sunday, November 15, 2009
CHILDRENS DAY!!!
children's day....my very last children's day....today i sit back n im reminded of our last yearz children's day celebrations....d meant 2 b surprise in d form of a movie in galaxy...(now wats galaxy...a fun cinema in ambala)...d suspense of wat it is all about...n den slowly d secret is revealed...n it comes out 2 b "WALL-E"...ya ryt...d movie dat won an oscar for d best animated film...imagine...dis was d childrens day treat for classes 11 n 12...n v cribbed as much as possible...cursed our principal 4 such a treat...
although we dint like it much..bt v still enjoyed gossiping n fooling around n making fun of our teachers...n den boarding an auto to get back to school...n den describing d movie wid sugar coated words in front of d principal....n den finally rushing back home n having d best dish of dis world....wat??????....confused?????...d best dish in d world..... ofcrs...."MMMAAAGGGIII"....n den in a sprint vidhi left 4 her coaching class(ofcrs widout her homework done...it was childrens day after all..lol)....omg...d whole experience in itself was so much fun...n btw d movie also wasnt dat bad....n i realize it 2day...wen der r no more parties instead moot..ya moot...n im still working on d moot memorial....n i got 2 finish it as soon as possible or else i've had it...so..reminiscing my past n in a way anticipating my future dis is aashika trying to live in d present wid moot memorial in front n a completion deadline revolving all around me....so i better sign off...bbye 4 nw...cya
Monday, November 9, 2009
i get to breathe...
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Hooked on a feeling..
okk..letz talk bout sumthin shitty today..u, ur impression of urself n oderzz impression of urself..
y is it dat d 3 of dem differ soo much..u generally dnt knw wat u r..n carry an impression of urs which generally is not completely wat u really are(open to debate)..n d ppl around u hav anoder impression of urs whc is distinct frm ur impression of urself, wat u think is d otherz view of urself and wat u really are.if ur getting wat im sayin n if at all ur still reading in d 1st place..
most of u r now thinkin as to wat is wrong wid me..nothinz wrong wid me..some of u may also be thinkin bout wat i juss said..if it makes any bit of sense to u..u think v portray ourselves xactly how v r? or even how we think v r..or maybe how we think v r portrayin ourselves..prassanshu is sure to commit suicide if he reads it by chance..i knw itz as ambiguous as section 300 of IPC..bt scrollin down further is ur choice..
ne wez coming back..so d question im asking is whether difference b/w all these things(usually different..again open to negotiation) shud make a difference to u..some of u again mite find it really silly dat im even talking bout it..bt d fact of d matter is dat more or less, sumtym or d oder..it does affect us..it does make us think as to what do d oders think of us..whatz wrong wid us when d oderz dnt approve of us..where is it dat v've gone wrong..yet again..agree or disagree!! d option is urs!!!
yeah d next ques whc crops in ur mind probably is "why?"(it did occur to me at least) i guess itz lack of confidence in urself.when urnt sure bout wat ur doing..u luk fr reassurance frm ppl around u n when u dnt get it(at times ur opposed..at oder times..severely opposed)..u tend to be uncertain bout urself..it makes u question ur identity, ur personality..d nxt question whc arises is 'whether d oderz r disapproving of wat u portray urself to be or dat wat u really are?' huhhh..it haunts ur mind if d answer is d latter one..do u need to change urself?? wat is so wrong wid u?? y is it dat dis hasnt happened ever b4?? especially when it hasnt hapened to u b4..u've been accepted b4..i dunno..i simply dnt get it!!
Saturday, October 31, 2009
moot n projects up on d radar
n yeah..vidhi feels i bulshit in ma last post..i feel i do dat in all ma posts(juss tryin to be a lil modest)..loll!!
catch u afta d tea break!!
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Some things unsaid..
yes i did freak out yesterday..bt i had ma reasons fr it whc im in no mood to xplain!! though i'd like to admit dat every1 has his/her(no sexist language) own perspective..interpret nething neway u want to..i dnt giv a damn!! some of u got wat i meant..thnk u fr understanding me..d oders who dint..it'l take u tym!! ne wez..no more "useless" stuff on d blog!!! btw im really grateful fr ur comments sukanya..dey came as a surprise n cheered me up!! n vidhi..wat do i say bout u..ur THE VIDHI n dat says it all..harshit is dying to be mentioned on d blog..here u go harshit..u hav d privelege!! loll..
btw it waz a real bad day ytd..a "ghatiya" pen(belonging to nandini..d word 'ghatiya' says it..doesnt it?) leakd in ma pocket..n spoiled ma jeans..gr88 na!! ma fav jeans..i lovd it:(
n guess wat..im facebooking rite now..wher? in NLUD!! how??? Illegally!!! feels gr88!! why?? not as much cuz im facebukin bt cuz im doin it illegally..obnoxious u wanna call me..do dat..loll..
k i g2g now..i hav austin waitin fr me followed by d likes of plato, aristotle n Lord Macaulay..luk i keep dem waiting..aftr all u guyz make much more sense than they do..ANY DAMN DAY!!
Friday, October 23, 2009
Stay Away!!!(:x)
k so i shd come to d point..i HATE ne sorta "intellectual" interpretations of ma blog..ma blog has a sanctity..yes a sanctity to it..u cant see it, well be it..bt to me it very much does..i write what i mean n i mean wat i write..betta not try to put in ur own arbitrary connotations..
yeah i knw..it waz me..i waz mistaken..i've been toking to every tom, dick n harry bout dis blogging thingy..lemme giv it to u in white n black..dis blog is meant fr me! i write for maself cuz i like it!! u wanna visit..plz do(I AM NOT ASKIN U TO)!! also i waz mistaken to take things(n ppl also of course) on their face value..grossly mistaken!! no not dat i bother bout wat some high thinking ppl make out of wat i write..aftr all every1 cant be xpected to possess d so called common sense!! lemme make it clear..i dnt giv a shit..
bt i'd advise..stay away frm ma blog..i dnt hav ne place for "intellectuals" on ma mediocre blog!! im NOT willing to make a mockery of ma blog n datz it..u call it obsession..i dnt care!!
i wud invite comments each tym i wrote bt not nemore..i've realised i do dis fr me n not fr ne1zz entertainment..n if ur readin it..u'l knw wat im talking..if u dont..dnt be confused..simply ignore!!
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
workd up widout work!!
So im here aftr quite a tym..bt no havnt had a game of kabaddi aftr dat..uc..v may be as good in kabaddi as nethin bt v r nowhere near switching our occupation!! D Mondays dat follow Sundays every week remind me of dat..n den dons a realisation dat im also("also") supposed to study!! So went back to law aftr dat eventful weekend..hav been quite worked up n d best part is I cant really think of nething dat I've worked on ironically!! other than FIRECRACKERS!!! I love dem..though im quite concerned bout things like environment, pollution etc..bt I sorta forget it on diwali! Evrythin ranging frm snakes to anars(dnt temme u dnt knw anaar..no not pomegranate) to fook bombs to rockets..n yea u read it rite I still burn snakes..lol!!
home ne wez is so much fun!! I eat like I havnt eaten fr ages!! Btw if I havnt told u ppl as yet..im a biiiiggg foodie..i love to eat n sleep!! I gorged a whole brick of choco chip ice cream within a day..bve me it tastes much betta than how it sounds!! I knw imnt makin much sense..bt im nostalgic bout home!! N I am supposed to study or else I shud completely abandon it n go to exile..doesnt d latter sound more tempting?? I've been on fone fr a lifetime..wid whom? Who else..ma DAD!! he munched all ma forerro rocherz..i'd hidden dem in ma room..Well if I havnt told u agn..more than a dad, hez ma broder(n not elder..younger broder)..ma boyfriend(till d tym I dnt hav anoder 1..lol) no I guess he wudnt mind me double timing him..ok so fishing fr "sumone"..dis is aashika signing off(wud hav lovd to bulshit more bt cant afford to..i hav to get outta dis place within 5 yrs..not a day more)
bbye..luk I neva frget COMMENTS..so shudnt u!!
Sunday, October 11, 2009
kabaddi kabaddi kabaddi...
hey hw cud i forget..sid..siddharth dat is(6 feet tall or may be more)..dis guyz got strength man..once he caught hold of me wid ma arms n juss wudnt let go..i hav aching arms even aftr 20 hrs..it feels gr888 to be injured at times(especially if itz dis how)!!! i knw u guyz r jealous..lol!! anirudh..anoder champ..he waz d dark horse..he wud literally march into d oder boundary..yes MARCH in a game of kabaddi..lolllll.. ryan, nandini n sherley wer 1 better dan d oder n me of crs..nw dis is called a perfect saturday!! v wer torn(yes, literally cuz rahulz shirtz buttons had come off n meghna had torn her kurta) aftr some 9-10 games..bt still decided to meet again on sunday..yeah today!! same place same time bt surely many more participants..yeah u cn also come over..NLU, Sec 14, Dwarka, Delhi..
uc..dis is how lyf changes when u hav frenz around u..itz suddenly become gr88888..NLUD isnt bad nemore..d tort lectures rnt monotonous nemore..d stuffy rooms dont suffocate nemore wid ppl(ur own ppl) all around..d library is also gr88 though d no n size of books scare u at times..tutes r fun..mess food isnt yuck nemore..u wait fr d sun to set n rush to chinese class n u wait fr d sun to rise to chit chat again..lyfz goin gr888..provided i dnt flunk in d xams frm 26th..o i frgot..v finally hav wi-fi in d hostel..n guess wat..itz onyl ma room wher u get an 'excellent' signal..so catch me on skype cuz no oder social networking site is open to us..
okay see u then..wid more newz tomorrow or maybe tonite..cuz derz alot happening these days..n itz d WEEKEND aftr all..bbye..dnt frget to comment..listen to devanshu.."itz fun to visit ma blog"..thnx devanshu..ur being really kind..
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Saturday, October 3, 2009
hey...long tym!!!
itz good to be blogginng agn..actly i had to go back to dat suckin place!! what? u want further xplanation? u havnt been following ma blog fr sure..NLUD..wat else??? so..juss came back last nite!! but but wat an experience!! now i knw wat population xplosion is..itz much worse than wat it is thought to be..bve u me!! huh..i boarded a metro whc smelled like shit..i dint get to breathe fr d whole(some 40-45 min..which seemed lyk 4ever) journey..4get a goddamn seat!! got down at rajiv chowk stn..GOD..wat a place..i havnt seen more no of human beings arnd me evr b4..
bt d intermittent good part waz dat v went to McDz at CP..pickd our McVeggies, McAloo Tikkis etc etc..n den came d worst..d metro frm rajiv chowk to ISBT..huhhhh..no no no..dnt remind me..it was hard to get in, harder to stand..to cut it all short..now i knw i've moved to Delhi!!!
bt feels gr88 to be back home as usual..dint study a word.. nw dat i knw im flunking anyway..
ok..i wanna tok bout somethin today..bt wat?? ummm..delhi(sucks)..McDs(no no wait..i cn be more innovative im sure)..staying up till late at night(i'l ask mum to blog tomorrow)..k i'l think of somethin n come 2mrw..c u soon..bbye..
Sunday, September 27, 2009
cant think of a title!!
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......................vidhiz comin 2mrw..she'l be here 2mrw morning..noooo..today morning..juss 6 hrs to go..isnt dat gr88888 newz?? juss cant wait to see her!! though shez an idiot coming 2mrw morning to leave on monday..she'l travel fr 20 hrs n be here fr more or less d same time!!luk..dnt i prove dat i rightly call her an "IDIOT"!! bt thank u vidhi fr coming..i so want to see uuu..
i met ma skul buddies today..v had a blast!!! discussing our so called "professors" who, when asked as to where the battle of plassey took place, have this answer to offer.."that is not relevant to our course"..isnt dat an extraordinarily intelligent answer!!!for ma history teacher..dis is d best she cn probably manage!!!
huhhh..itz so late..2:40..wat hav i been upto?? TORTS..crown immunity.."CRAP" to cut it all short..bt it feelz good to over wid it..Idea of Justice n Pol Science more to go..n 3 last days of heaven..i HATE U NLUD!!! cya ppl..dnt frget..........Comments!! i havnt been receiving too many of dem[ne of dem:( ]fr last soo many days..do drop in..btw..i won a chocolate today..i bet india wud lose dis one..n so it did..n i win a chocolate!!! Yippppiiiieeeee!!!n harshit goes bankrupt...YIIIPPPPIIIEEEE!!!k now bye
Thursday, September 24, 2009
huh!! projects go to d winds!!
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Aashika needs to get down to work!!
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
aashika..anonymous aashika
2day i plan to xplain dis weird title..anonymous aashika..
anonymous loll..isnt it??
well..it is..aashika has ironically become anonymous..d meanin dat i wanna put across, i dnt really knw, wheder, it has reached u guyz..bt datz wat it is..anonymous..
true..d 1z who knw me will find it strnge dat im sayin it..bt datz wot it is..ANONYMOUS!! n i amnt ashamed to admit dat i dnt really like it!!! no i hate it..
i'd like notoreity better than anonymity..personal choice!!! open to change..so bing ur comments on..
ok so..wat hav i been upto today??
been to chandigarh..passed by DT city centre to go d library..bve you me..itz a herculean task!!fr all normal human beings..spent d day in book racks n manupatra..bt waznt as bad as it seems..munched on loadsa goood foood..fr doz who dunno...i loovvveee food(though a lil less than i did b4 joinin nlud!!!) ..
hey heyhw could i frget..d latest tragedy wid me..anoder thng..im also called "tragedy queen"!!n rightly so..cuz i slog ma ass at pol science project only to find evrythin deleted d very nxt day..isnt dat awesome??dnt be jealous ppl..not all r dat fortunate!!
do drop in wid ur comments guyzz..dnt be stingy wid dem plzzzz..bye fr now!!
Monday, September 21, 2009
got to hav good food..sound sleep..n loadsa fun wid papa, mum, chucha, aagam n aarju..huhh..i love ma home..
btw fr those who dunno..im doin law frm national law univ delhi who grill u such dat u dnt get to come home fr a whole month..wot else?? i guess me n vidhi will be d only 1zz posting on dis blog..coz v r JOBLESS!!!
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Welcome to Blogging
ne wez..i hav ma reasons fr comin here..whc i hope to let u guyz knw sometime(provided ur interested)..
fr now..bbye bt remember..i'd love to see ur comments on ma blog..